38 weeks today

So i am 38 weeks pregnant today. I have not really been writing too much but I probably should have because every other time I wrote and I had any stress or concerns it was just nice to let them out so here we go. The pregnancy has been a little harder then I thought it would be...we were diagnosed with gestational diabetes a little over a month ago, which turns out isn't as bad as it sounds but when you get a call from the hospital saying you have to see high risk doctors and the words early induction and c-section get throw out there it's a little nerve racking! But it has been ok so far. The doctors put me on insulin to control my blood sugar levels in the morning and it took about a week and a half of upping my dosages but they are now stable which is great! We had another ultrasound on Oct 26th to make sure that Delilah wasn't too big and she was 6 lbs 15 ounces, which is a good weight, so I was very happy about that. My doctor is still talking about the possibility of inducing which I'm really not too upset about at this point because for the last 2 weeks I have been having contractions which started getting very regular and heavy about 3 days ago, so I went to the hospital and they told me the contractions were not lasting long enough but they were regular. Then 2 days later they became very painful and they were lasting much longer so I went to the hospital again and this time they are intense enough and long enough but not close enough together so AGAIN they sent me home! It's been very frustrating because I just want to have my little girl already! I am so anxious to meet her and as strange as it is I am kind of looking forward to giving birth...I guess it's because I am a very curious person and so I'm wondering what it will be like, what i'm going to experience and how i'm going to react and feel through out the whole thing! It's very exciting. On another note...yet again I am fighting with David...I am just feeling very frustrated with him, I know how he is but I just wish he would be a little more considerate and understanding of what I am going through! At this point I feel like he doesn't care that I am pregnant he expects me to be exactly the same person and I know it's stupid but I just wish he were being a little more cliche like when you see all these other men who bow and cater to their wives (or girlfriends) while they are pregnant and just lavish them with attention and care I do not feel like that has been the case with us at all! and it really upsets me...and I realize that this sounds stupid and selfish but I haven't really asked too much so far in this pregnancy so is it really too much to ask that he be a little different for these last few weeks? Maybe it is but I really don't care because like I said I have not asked for much or been too difficult so far. Anyways I am having a pretty bad week so far and so hopefully it gets better soon and maybe I will see my daughter in the next few days! here's hoping...