All Confused

They say when a woman's pregnant, she just "knows." Call it woman's intuition, call it whatever you want but it's been known to happen. It worked for my grandma, my mom, and my sister. They just knew they were pregnant and then took a test. It was positive. Now, enter me: I feel like I am. I totally believe that I am but when I took one test, positive, and then another, negative. How often does that mean someone is pregnant?

I'm just so confused. I want to be pregnant so bad. I want to have a baby but it seems like I can't get pregnant and then this crap happens.

I was pregnant once before. I was 17 and I misscarried before I knew but now, a year later...nothing. I mean, the variables are the same. My boyfriend, who's now my husband, hasn't changed anything and neither have I. I

I'm supposed to get my period this monday so I'll wait and see. If, by the end of the week, I still don't have my period, I'll take another test to see.

Wish me luck!