Amanda's Journey -- Week 4

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Okay, can I go crawl in a hole now? In the past week there has been about 5 or 6 new pregnancy announcements on my July 2k board. Don't get me wrong, I am happy as can be for them. Especially one in particular -- Kelli (Lovemy2girls) just found out yesterday. She has been such a huge support to me through all of my troubles these past months. She has had a hard 7 months of trying. Reading her journal everyday was like reading mine. From the fun of trying to the hope during the 2 week wait and then finally the pain every month of AF arriving. These things are the same with everyone having trouble trying to conceive. So, my joy for Kelli and all the other newly pregnant ones is heartfelt -- just bittersweet at the same time.

Everyday I wonder if I have another long TTC journey ahead of me. Will we have to waits months again, maybe even years again to become pregnant? I have some hope of a short journey. Like I have said before our angel Ashling has given us the chance to dream again. We know now that we can get pregnant on our own. I just hope it will happen soon.

Well, tomorrow we leave for my sister's place in South Carolina. We are so excited. Jen (my sister) has Kate who is 7 and Will and Sam, twin boys 6 weeks younger then Emilee. We haven't seen them since Christmas of last year. I can't wait to see these kids together again. So, I will be skipping a week in my journal.

Now I have got to go pack!