Ahhh, so here I am again. Writing on a blog because no one wants to hear me whine anymore. On the 1st of January, I had what I thought was implantation bleeding. I waited until the 5th to test and got a negative. I started my period on the 6th. My period usually lasts about 4 to 5 days, very heavy in the middle. Well, it lasted about that long but I had old blood for a long time afterwards. My BF decided we needed to do the BD, so we did, on Saturday the 14th. Monday, the 16th, I started to have a bit more coming out of me than I had been. (I had been lifting cases of wine, felt my abdomen twinge and ran to the bathroom) It was all old. Not heavy at all. The old blood reminded me of my chemical pregnancy in Sept, so I tested when I got home. Positive. Immediately. WHAT? How the freak can I start my period with a negative preg test and then ten days later have an immediate positive? Well, regardless of how it happened, I figured I was done anyway - this looked and felt just like it did when I was losing the first one. It's now Thursday. My old blood never turned to red like it did with the chemical and as of my last bathroom trip, isn't coming out anymore. My breasts are still sore. I'm still peeing all the time and I fell asleep at my desk today, so I'm still feeling the symptoms. I called the doctor and made an appointment for Monday. I didn't want too, I'd almost rather hold on to some form of hope - but I guess I might as well go ahead and get it over with. This really really sucks. OH and my bf is like...not talking about it at all. He wasn't happy when I told him this time. I guess he doesn't want to get happy until he knows something...but dang. Oh and I'm moody. But what's new. UGH.