I look around me and everywhere I turn there is a baby taunting me. My best friend just found out a few weeks ago that she is expecting baby number one, after over a year of trying to conceive. I couldn't be happier for her, and I'm praying for a happy and healthy baby for her. But at the same time I wish I were in the same boat with her. My husband and I have only been trying for a month now, a little less actually, but I feel like I have been waiting forever for my husband to just get on board with another baby. Almost two years of convincing, and I know it won't happen right away, but I am not a patient person. The waiting gets me every time. I know it's irrational, but after waiting so long to just start trying again, I want it to happen now! I want to start buying everything, and I have bought a few things, not much just a few. I want to feel the baby kicking, hear the heart beat, meet him or her....I know I can wait, but I wish it would hurry up!!