EMOTIONS RUNNING WILD!!!!!!!

I just found out that I am FINALLY approximately 5 weeks after having fibroids removed 19 months ago!! My first prenatal appointment is in a couple weeks. I am SUPER excited but...I am the "glue" to my family and right now we are in the middle of a cluster of health crisis with various family members. At this point...Im SO about me and my baby and me and my baby ONLY but have yet to tell them why I feel this way. I dont want to be a outcast to them but I have waited for this to happen for SO long even before I found out that the canteloupe size fibroid was the reason for my lack of conceiving....my emotions are so high I feel like Im floating!! HELP!!! How do I handle this and not stress my growing baby or myself completely out!!!????