Ok so we are 5 weeks pregnant. I can't believe it! We have been trying for months on end and then after all the drama and a short split, we have one night of passion well after what I thought was ovulation, and I am expecting! I don't think I have ever been this excited...I guess it is because I know it is most likely my last baby. I can't stop thinking about it, what they will be, how Charlie and Imogen will respond to them joining our family. I am tickled. Truly. I am also sick as a dog and can't stand to smell wine, fish, certain veggies. All the symptoms seem to be in full swing much earlier this time.
I just pray to the Universe that Rory and I will be okay. He seems really happy and excited thank God. It is a good thing he is such a devout Dad, makes this easier, even considering the rocky road we just came off. It has been a struggle, but he is definitely trying to be more involved with me. I hope he can practice lots of patience this pregnancy and give me a break every now and then to rest and breathe. I am finding the children exhausting at the moment. I don't think I have ever experienced such lethargy....I am sure I was the same with the other 2 pregnancies, I just can't remember.
I am beaming and laughing inside to myself every few minutes with delight for the arrival of this child. I am going to savour every moment of this pregnancy. I don't want to find out the sex and I want to try for a natural birth...we will see.
So we wait til week 12 to tell the family and our friends. I think this is better considering I had a miscarriage before. I am sort of excited by the secret too! It is all just buzzing, I love it!
I lay my faith in Ror that he is going to make time for me and treat me like his baba this coming 7 months. All I want is to be pampered and loved at the moment....x