frustration

ashlyn1109's picture

Sigh, I'm so frustrated with ttc though I know I shouldn't be. We've only been ttc for 5 months now and I'm already frustrated. I realize theres couples that have been ttc for years without any luck and I suppose I wouldnt be as frustrated if I didn't get pregnant almost instantly the first time. I got pregnant within 2 months of ttc, mind you I was on bc for 7 years (including 4 cycles of depo--which i stopped as soon as i was informed of the effects, living two hours away from my SO, and only actually "trying" 4 times!), it ended in a m/c and I haven't been able to get pregnant since. I thought I would be pregnant by now...Being surrounded by pregnant people can't possibly be helping my situation. I'm so frustrated with myself. If 16 year olds can get pregnant and have 10 babies why can't we have just ONE healthy child?!? It just doesnt seem fair....