Here we go again...

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Well, here I am sitting here wondering what exactly my baby is doing & how he/she is growing thus far. I didn't think that I could get pregnant again as I was told by my dr that I had a syst on my ovary(found out when I was diagnosed with pneumonia), was devastated as I was hoping to have had one more before I retire my womb for good. I have to admit that when I found out I cried because of the fact I already am feeling the "old" thing kick in as I will be 41 by the time that this baby is due, and tend to overthink what could go wrong because of my age. I have met quite a few women who have has healthy pregnancies/babies well past 40 but I know it's just something I can't help to think about. I am in week 6 of my pregnancy(found out a week ago) & now I am in search of a great Ob Gyn, it's been 4 years since my daughter Chelsea was born & to be perfectly honest the dr's staff was nice but the actual dr that I did have was rude, berated me about my age & that I should have been using birth control even though I told him "this baby was planned". I made sure that it wasn't him who delivered my daughter, so now I am a little nervous in finding the perfect or close enough to perfect dr that I will be comfortable with & one that is positive. I have a list of Ob Gyn's that my insurance company sent to me to find, but come on how do you choose!! Enough on that anyway's I am excited for this last go round in this birthing body, I do have a concern though, when I delivered 4 years ago my placenta was so thin the dr. said he could almost see right through it. Never had anyone tell me that before so I am hoping that it doesn't repeat itself, my husband is worried about it. My husband wants a boy & with having 5 daughter's I must admit it would be nice, my mother's a twin so obviously she wants to see me with twins I amjust praying for a healthy baby, hey maybe one of each, lol...Well I wish you all healthy & happy pregnancies, until next time...