October 10, 2009
I still feel like I'm dreaming. I was six days late, so I finally decided to take a PT. I'm usually 1-3 days late, but never six. And suprise, suprise, it was positive. I'm on a business trip with my husband in Boston and as i sat in the hotel's bathroom, I was so scared to look at the stick. I was trying not to get my hopes up. I'm so thankful for a my new little peanut. I have a 19 month old son and I was planning on trying for another baby in December/January...but I guess God wanted her here a few months earlier. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for a baby girl, but of course I'd be equally delighted with another little boy.
My mind is racing like crazy with sooooo much stuff. I'm already trying to plan every little detail. I'm trying to remind myself to just relax, take it one day at a time and enjoy the process. God is good and I feel so blessed.