I'm Pregnant!

Today, I found out I was pregnant. I cried so hard. The first thing I thought about was how shitty my situation is right now. Not in school, working at 711, don't even have a car, we have a messy little one bedroom apartment and NOTHING in savings. We're about as unprepared as u can get. But I'm happyish. I just want to bring this little baby into the world safely. I'm going to do everything I can to make sure it's healthy. I called my Mom after hours of trying to figure out how to tell her. And I just said, "Mom, I'm pregnant. I'm sorry." I can't help but feel like I've let my parents down, by not being financially stable or married. But she just cried with joy and fear and told me she would do everything in her power to help me. She is gonna be a grandma! Her dream is coming true. I called Grace next. She knows EXACTLY how I feel. Scared. I'm too scared right now to be truly happy. Once I start getting sonograms and find out the sex, I will be more excited. But right now, I'm glad I have 8 months to prepare. We have a LOT of work to do. We have very little time to make a good life for this child. We have to get new jobs. We don't make enough money to support a family. God help us.