Moody

This morning just happened to be one of those mornings where I woke up and felt that I was snapping at Bobby. Yes now the more I sit at work away from him and think about it I do feel that some of my moodiness was uneccessary but how do I avoid it? I have been pretty good throughout my pregnancy, moodiness that is. I don't feel that I have been the pregnant woman from hell. Maybe he can say differently but I would honestly be shocked if he did. I don't know, I do know I am just not feeling that I am myself today. I have managed to smile a few times being at work but I definitely do not want to be here, I would rather be laying on my couch right now watching Maury. lol
I guess I should try and think about good things, the baby, how she has been so active lately and I get more and more excited as each day goes by. I smile when I think of seeing her with Bobby and how good of a father I know he will be. I guess since my mom and dad was barely ever around I am almost worried that I myself with spoil her!!! lol I do want Mady to have the life I didn't. I was raised by my grandparents and yes I am soo very thankful for that every day but it is a bit different than having mommy and daddy around. I hope Bobby is ready and he will be there for Mady. I want her to be a daddy's girl :)
I just felt like getting that off my chest.

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