Hello, my name is Gidget, I'm from Hastings-on-Hudson, NY and I'm having my baby boy on July 8th, 2009 and I'm so excited. I am new to this website, but I love it so far. I did join it so I can meet new people and make some friends since I really don't have any. You know, and what better friends to make then other mothers to be? Maybe we could help each other, or someone can help me, since I'm 20 years old, this is my first child that I'm having and I'm honestly very nervous. But what do you expect. At least I have my family to help me through this and my mom who has had 3 children all together. It's still a little hard not having any real friends to talk to on the phone when I'm scared and having a difficult time. It would be nice to find a real girlfriend to just help me through these times and I can help to. It goes both ways. I'm honestly a really good person to talk to any I've always help people out when they needed it, so even if it was 3am I would answer the phone and help. But that is honestly what I'm looking for. No romance of any sort, I'm 20 years old, engaged, and very much in love with the baby's father. He's an amazing man and I'll never find another man like him in this world. I truly love him and I'm so so happy we are finally having this baby together. He is the one person I honestly can trust and confide in. With everything me and Nick have been through, he is truly my one and only best friend in this whole world. He's very unique and I don't think I would ever find anyone else like him at all. He truly makes me happier then I ever been. He understands me, doesn't try to change me, and loves me for all my quirkiness. We were meant for one another. If there is such a thing as love at first sight, soul mates, and being made for someone else, well then I've found him. It feels so good to have finally found my match. We will be great for this baby, I believe we will both make wonderful parents. We will make our mistakes, but everyone does. But I've wanted a baby for so long, you don't even know. I can't believe my dreams came true. I even just wrote him a letter saying thank you so much for making all my dreams come true. Its like a fairy tale, and once he comes home to me and we have our son, that will be my happy ending. I love my new baby and I love my fiancee. Other then that, I am happy I signed up for this, because I really need to meet new people and I must have some place where I feel I can just write and write and nobody will be mean or judge me, I can let out all my inner thoughts. Well that's it for today, I really am enjoying this new website. Thank you everyone.