Sandy's Surprise -- Pregnancy Hormones

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My husband and I are in the middle of a fight right now. I have to admit, my pregnancy hormones are making me easier to anger than normal.

So here's what happened. I was laying on the floor, and my little dog was sitting by me. He starts playing with her, and she starts jumping around. Then suddenly, he pushes her, and she jumps onto my face! Her claws dug into my nose and it really, really hurt.

So I sat up, and reflexively popped my husband on the arm. I couldn't help it, I was pissed! I didn't do it hard though.

Anyway, so then he makes a big deal of it saying I hit him -- like I'm some sort of husband abuser? So now we're not talking. I swear, sometimes he's a bit of a drama queen.

I have this urge to buy a bunch of pregnancy tests, just to see them turn positive! I've been looking at negative tests for the past almost two years, so I'm a little addicted to that extra line!

It's so weird. Yesterday, I was starving but nothing looked good. So my Tim and I drove around town looking for something that would sound good to me. Finally, I ended up getting two large mashed potatoes with gravy from KFC! Fast food has been looking really good to me, but only the side dishes. How weird is that?

I have no idea what I'm going to do for lunch today either. I am so hungry, and all I've eaten is a few olives and half a snack bar. Ugh, I think that's the worst -- when you're hungry and nothing looks good!

We were talking to Tim's parents last night, and they are so excited about this pregnancy. It's cute! His dad wanted me to send them belly shots.

We also told them we're planning a trip there in June, and they were over the moon! We'll have our big ultrasound the end of May or early June, so we'll be leaving after that to tell them the news in person. I can't wait! It's going to be so much fun!

I am starting to get really nervous about our ultrasound tomorrow! I got a reminder call from the hospital about my appointment, and I wanted to puke. I just keep picturing the worst case scenarios in my head and wondering how I'll react if they see no heartbeat, or the baby's not growing well!

I am starting to freak myself out again. Please pray (if you do pray) for us, and for a healthy baby!

One more day until our ultrasound!