Scared and confused...

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so, i had a prenatal exam today where my doctor did that Group B Strep culture and she told me that i had what looked like genital warts to her but there was only one there. as far as i know, it hasn't there when i've gone for PAP smears and this is the first time it was noticed. but the last time she had me in for a PAP smear was way back in like february or march. she asked me if i've noticed it or if my boyfriend has noticed it and neither one of us have...and if either of us had noticed it, one of us would have said something. my doctor says that it SOMETIMES happens with pregnant women and that when they deliver that it USUALLY goes away. i don't know what to do or think. both me and my boyfriend are clean; neither one of us has any form of an STD. i mean, is it possible that what she saw is just a mole or something? i've got moles on my back, on my arms, on my legs...is it possible to get them down there too? i don't know what to do. it scares me because i've always been told that there's no cure or whatevere for it; that they dont go away. i've wanted to cry ever since i found out this morning but my boyfriend would have asked me what was wrong and i don't wanna tell him...not yet...not ever. but i know im gonna have to tell him if it doesnt go away when i have the baby and i'm scared. i've never had an STD before and neither has he...why all of a sudden would i get one? i just...i just wish i dreamt it and that it never really happened. i know i shouldn't think about it and that i should just go on living or whatever the way i normally would and not dwell on it but i dont know how else im supposed to act to news like that. what do i do?