Setting my own destiny

I am 29 years old and will be 30 this coming June. My husband and I have been married for three years and have tried to conceive on and off for the past two years. I say on and off because I have very irregular periods. This past year I went nine months w/o a period. High stress caused me to stuff my face uncontrollably and before you know it I'm @ my heaviest weight. I was told by a doctor that losing weight will help regulate my periods. Sigh.... I didn't know it would be so hard to get pregnant. I do believe in the law of attraction and remember saying all the years growing up that I didn't want children. I was a kid what did I know. As I got older it changed to I will have children between the age of 30 and 35. I believe I set my own destiny w/o even knowing it. I discovered this after watching The Secret DVD. I had never thought something that I said over and over again and believed in so passionately at the time could cause me years of heartache. I'm on the path of changing what I am attracting. Though part of me wonders why I am so passionate all of a sudden to lose weight, take prenatal vitamins, and talk to my good friend about fertility today. 30 is around the corner and I know for sure that I will conceive with in the next 3 to 5 months. One of the keys to setting goals and achieving success is talking in the present tense. Talking and believing as if your goals have already been achieved. Ask, Believe, Receive.
1) I am 140 pounds and love my active lifestyle
2) My husband and I are happily awaiting the arrival of our first baby
3) My family and friends are a huge support system for our pregnancy
4) We are enjoying our huge house in Long Beach California
5) I am enjoying making a six figure income from home every step of my pregnancy