So...I'm pregnant...finally.

I don't really know where to begin...this is more for myself to keep track of things I guess. I found out I was pregnant almost 2-3 weeks ago. This will be my 5th pregnancy. Out of those 5 I have had one successful pregnancy. The rest...miscarriages. Being pregnant now scares the crap out of me because i have had so many complications and earlier this year, surgery on my cervix. The affects of this surgery could have a standing affect throughout this pregnancy such as my cervix weakening during the pregnancy. This could happen anywhere between 14-22 weeks from what my doctor told me. SO this means, i am ranked a high-risk pregnancy. I get to go in every 2 weeks after 14 weeks to see if i will need stitches to hold everything in.

So far i have had spotting...kind of brownish-pink. sometimes a lot and sometimes not. Doctor tells me everything is fine. I did get an ultrasound a couple of days ago and it put me at 4 weeks and 4 days. so i figured from there when my due date may be. March 17th. St. Patricks Day. I sure hope i am lucky enough to see that day come for delivery of this baby.

I havent had many symptoms from this right now. if anything, my boobs kill me and i am tired and i get headaches often. I dont have any cravings or aversions...maybe it will come later on. Not truely worried about it. i didnt have any of that when i was pregnant with my daughter. Well, i did crave big red and pellet but that was about it. right now, i am looking forward to my first actual visit with the doctor. i will be about 7 weeks by that time. Terry will be going with me to this one. we should be able to see a heart beat and see a lil bit of something i hope. Smile i know i'm excited! i havent made it this far in a long time. its been something along the lines of finding out and then a week later (if that) its gone. this time, its held on longer. im praying it stays that way. 2 more weeks...just 2 more weeks.