So my first apointment is on thursday. It is with a doctor that I have never met, and i am very nervous. I don't know if I will be staying with this doctor... but maybe he can at least start the ball rolling towards me getting to the doctor I need.
This time my pregnancy is going differently then the last time... at least in the fact that there is more then just me and my husband that know about it. Last time it was just me and him from the day i found out to the day i lost it. This time my in-laws know, my mom knows and a couple friends know. I just need to talk to my dad and my siblings about it now. I'll be waiting for my baby to be 3 months along before telling everyone else.
I just wish there was a way to get rid of some of the stress in my life. Right now I am moving, my father is going through a cancer scare and I start a new job type in just over a month. All of these are things that have to come to be.. and there is nothing i can do about it. I'm just so tired right now that it makes everything even bigger.
Does anyone know some ways to relax? I try hot baths and I can only stay in them for so long.. I try eating chocolate and after the first couple peices (that taste amazing) it tastes awful.. My books are all packed away by my move and i feel bad just to be lieing around while my husband packs all of our stuff. I just don't know what to do.
Ideas anyone?
At least there is at least one thing that isn't stressing me out quite as much. I read that there is a 3% chance of miscarrying this one... since i lost the last one. I hope it's right.
