The Test

I just recently found out that I'm pregnant. Nothing is set in stone yet, but I purchased a couple store-bought tests, and they all came out positive. Unfortunately, since it's the weekend, I can't schedule an appointment at the local clinic until Monday, so I'm left wondering. I'm mainly concerned because I have no idea what to do or how my life-style should change. You see, I'm young, only twenty, and I'm the first one in my family generation to get pregnant, so there's no one I can even ask. I'm not sure what I shouldn't eat, when I should go to the doctor's, how to become financially stable, etc. Also, I'm worried about telling my family, so that makes it worse. I currently live with my boyfriend of three years and I'm about two hours from all friends and family. I'm alone. I'm worried about having to go through it by myself. I guess I'm just worrying too much already.

My family is pretty much the "all-american family" type. By that I mean, they have a set schedule of how life should go. You do well in highschool, go to college for four years, get a great career, meet a guy, get married, then have kids. For me.. not even close. I moved in with my boyfriend two years ago, and we aren't married. They didn't like that too much. Not to mention I was in college for a year.. then left. I'm pretty much the mess up, and this just tops it off. And I have to add that I'm definitely keeping the baby. I dont believe in abortion and I couldn't handle adoption. Any help would be nice though Smile