the waiting game

So herE I Am second pregnancy, First one went really bad . I had a missed miscarriage and it was awful , I was just starting to get excited heard a heartbeat or what I thought was the babies heartbeat turned out it was my pulse , I asked for a dating ultrasound and there was no heartbeat the baby measured 8 weeks and the sac measured 11.5 weeks . So I have my first doctors appointment on the 19 and I will be 7 weeks by then according to my lmp so I am hoping and praying that I can see a tiny little heart beating when I go .. I am So so excited this time around , I can't wait to see that beautiful little baby that me and my love has made together! So here goes nothing! Just let it all work out!