This is hard work

Well finally I have a place to release all of my emotions!!! My husband and I have been married for 6 months and we started TTC in April. Now I know it is easier said than done especially since my husband had surgery 2 months ago to remove a brain tumor that was screwing with his hormones bigggggg time. Well now that everything is almost back to normal we decided to try to have a baby. Well we tried last month and it didn't really work out. I'm 23 and I'm new to this whole new world of trying to have a baby. I thought it was sooo easy but now that we have tried and failed I feel kind of down about it. When AF came I thought it was the worst thing ever. I did a lot of reading on when to try and how to try but I am starting to think that all of the books and research is begining to stress me out. But now that I have read it its hard not to think about everything you have to do to get pregnant. So now how do I keep the fun in TTC and take away all of the anxiety and stress??????