So its getting closer and closer to when i find out what im having. Im starting to get really anxious, this is going to change everything. Im going to be able to call the baby a him or a her, and they will finally have their name. I still cant believe that I am having a baby, its almost a shock to me. My boyfriend and father of the baby is very excited! He says all the time how he just wants to go out and tell the world he is going to be a father. I cant wait ! I love every minute of being pregnant, the wait is the worse thing though. I just wish i could hold the baby now in my arms. well in time it will happen.