Told the Dad

Well I told the babies Dad last night that I was pregnant. It must have been the scariest thing I have ever done in my life. I love him a lot and didn't want to loss him. In the past 2 years he has repeatedly said he is not ready for kids, does not want any right now and would probably leave if any came.

So I told him I need to tell him something, then I broke down. I cried and got so upset I started to have an athma attack. And being pregnant I cannot take my inhalers. I finaly got it out and he was great, he gave me a hug, rubbed my back and told me it's okay and we would figure it all out. Afterwards, it took me a long time to calm down and breath normally again. But now that he knows things will be much easier for me. I am not hiding anything anymore. I do not have to watch what I say or do or even buy.