Trip to Ketura

2 days away from home at Kibbutz Ketura. The bus ride was soooo long but thankfully i didn't feel too nauseous or had to go to the bathroom in the middle of the ride.
The night was the most special part, i felt that I wasn't alone, that i was guarding you. and you we're obviously taking care of me too, I never dreamed of the miracles that came with your coming.
My body feels very strange, almost like it is not my own, like i am some sort of carrying vessel.
I feel nauseous often but it's very mild. I often feel weak from hunger even though i've eaten not long ago, and I feel a craving for fruit! thank god it's not chocolate or baked goods!