Well, I took another HPT this morning and it was negative. Although I'm 4 days late on my period. I guess since it's still negative, my period must just be late. I mean, my last period was 7 days late. So, since I don't want to waste anymore money on HPT, I guess I'll just wait 3 more days for AF.
Well I told the babies Dad last night that I was pregnant. It must have been the scariest thing I have ever done in my life. I love him a lot and didn't want to loss him. In the past 2 years he has repeatedly said he is not ready for kids, does not want any right now and would probably leave if any came.
Okay, so I have been doing quite a bit of online research about this topic, so I thought I would share. I'm an artist (on the side) and I wanted to find out what paints are safe to use while pregnant. So here you go, as short of a summary as possible, if you want to know more, you can google it, hehe, but I don't mind answering what I can:
I finally got a call that I've been waiting for! I received and offer for a full time position! This is one of the most exciting things to happen to me in a long time. I'll have a regular schedule, and a regular pay check to count on. No more depending on other people's generosity to pay my bills!! The best thing by far in the benefits package that seems to be a very good one. I will be insured through Blue Cross Blue Shield of Alabama.
Well, I took the HPT this morning, the day after my period is supposed to start and it was a big fat negative. Not pregnant :( Oh well, I guess I can't get too discouraged since I've only been off my birth control for 2 months and the first month I wasn't trying, but this past month me and my hubby have been quite diligent in our love making....lol
So, I guess I'll just wait for my period....if I don't start by Friday, maybe I'll take another test since I have one left, just in case this one was wrong.
Okay, so my hubby and I are trying for baby #2. We already have a healthy little girl that turns 2 next month, but it's time for her to have a sibling :) We were married 1 1/2 years before I got pregnant the first time and we weren't even trying. I just happened to forget my birth control (nuvaring) and OOPS, hehe, but I'm glad it happened. SO, this is the first time that I'm actually trying to get pregnant. It's so exciting, but nerve racking...I hate the waiting!
Well to my disappointment, I was in the bathroom about 5 minutes ago and my period started. I was so hopeful that it had happened fast. For the last two weeks I've been so tired, frequently nauseated, hormonal, headaches, peeing constantly... I swore it was. No luck. Next time I guess... Here's hoping.
So wednesday I went to the doctor to go get my yearly woman's check up. I was telling my doctor about some problems I have been having, and she suggested they do a pregnancy test on me while I'm there. Not even 10 seconds after she told the nurse to check my pee she came running into the room to tell me I was pregnant! I was shocked at first but it slowly started to kick in Oh my goodness I am really having a baby!
I got a full fledged period yesterday. No baby this month. That's ok though since I should be starting a full time job next week and I should make sure my benefits kick in before I'm pregnant. I know a lot of insurance companies consider pregnancy a "pre-existing condition" so I need to make sure I'm covered before I'm actually pregnant.
You settled in this week. I had cramping last week which was disconcerting. I was seriously tired this past weekend, but week 5 seems to suit you. I picture you as being in a protective shell like a bird egg. I'm getting more confident that I'll be able to carry you through this.
I had a dream last night that you are a girl. I was relieved that you were, because that meant I wouldn't have a little boy peeing on me when I change diapers. I also dreamed that labor was easy but breastfeeding was a mess!
I see the doctor for the first time today. I am very excited.
I knew when I was taking a walk with Erin around the Woodland Park Rose Garden on Wednesday. Later that night I knew when I took a sniff of leftover caprese salad and almost gagged. I texted your Aunt Jenn and asked her if I could be pregnant. She said it was too early. The next morning I took a pregnancy test and it was negative, but I knew. Then this morning when I couldn't sleep I got up at 4:45am and took another test, and there you were. I ran back upstairs, jumped on the bed and woke up your dad to tell him.
So, I'm sitting here on what should be the second day of my period with nothing so far. I'm not sure what to think since this is the first month in nearly 7 years that I've been off the pill. I could just be adjusting to having my hormonal freedom back, or I could be pregnant already. I'm not going to get my hopes up one way or another, but I think I'm going to go buy a pregnancy test.
Maybe this is the beginning of the rest of my life at a mother.