So, I'm not sure if this saved the old blog I put up, since I didn't come back for quite some time after I posted, and I vaguely recall getting an email from pregnancy.org informing me of the deletion of said account due to inactivity... regardless, I'm back and I have some good news.
I am starting think think this is never going to happen.
I am the second oldest of 4 sisters. My elder and one of my younger sisters have had at least one child each, and my youngest sister is nearing the end of her first trimester with her first. None of them had any issues conceiving at all. My youngest sister was even told that the likelyhood of her being able to carry to term was slim to none, yet yesterday she had her ultrasound that showed her healthy, perfect little baby.
maybe next month...