Well yet another Fail today, took a test this morning with FMU and yet another BFN! Should not have been surprised really, I knew it would be. It's the hope that's gonna kill me I think. I let myself hope that I'd actually get a positive this time. Now I just wait for AF to show up in the next few days, seems to come the same day as a BFN - it's like taking the test brings it on.
After nearly 8 months of trying, it feels like I'm never going to have another child. Twice in the past few months I have had some early pregnancy symptoms that ended with a late period. My fiance is so increadibly supportive but I know he's disapointed every month when it just doesn't happen. It's like my heart is being ripped out of my chest, especially when I see other women who appear to have no problem getting pregnant.