I am a new memeber to this site and the ability to blog has got he hooked. I feel like I finally talk about what I feel and what I am going through and maybe someone will TRULY understand. I am 29 years old ane my husband and I have been trying for 5yrs now to get pregnant. I have had several pregnancy scares and I have come to the point where I am afraid to take pregnacy tests because of the the disappointment and frustration of negative results. I got pregnant 8 yrs ago and I had a miscarriage and I have yet to concieve again.