This is my second pregnancy i have a son thats 2 an a half years old and im 38 weeks pregnant and have my hands very full. two children from 2 different dads.. The second father past away in october. We broke up in september.. And now that im near the end im having a really hard time going through with this. Im a single mother my son see's his dad 50/50 which is great for me in a way too get extra rest. Im crying all the time and always upset cause my ex left me here too raise this baby on my own. He was only 32 years old. And i still havent Moved on and dunno if i ever will be able too..