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**molleebauer** · 04-13-2003, 02:52 PM

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**Chimmy** · 10-29-2003, 11:23 AM

indigoV51 ~ I've been reading your journal & I want to let you know your in my thoughts & I pray to the god/dess as well that you will be able to keep this precious little boy of YOURS

**indigoV51** · 10-29-2003, 06:51 PM

Thank you so much. I feel that deep down inside that he will be ours, its just going to take time and patience. Those are lessons I need to learn. I just hope that the Goddess will grant me one baby naturally after all this is over. It would be nice to just be able to experience a baby and enjoy it and not worry about it going away.

**Chimmy** · 10-30-2003, 03:32 AM

He sure sounds like he's yours ~ it takes someone really special to do what you do & I really admire your strength, even if you feel you have none I can see a whole lot of it!!

And I know the ache of wanting to bare a child natually ~ It's taken me a lot of ttc years and m/c's to get my three .. I hope your able to experience yourself! *hugs*

Edited: Just read your most recent entry ~ poor little guy's penis!! That must hurt ~ did the doctor give you something to help?

**indigoV51** · 11-10-2003, 02:42 AM

The doc told us to use Mycelex, but it is not working, in fact it looks worse. We are calling him tomorrow to prescribe something else.

He is such a good baby though, he hardly cries although it has to hurt.

**Chimmy** · 01-23-2004, 02:13 PM

Been catching up in your journal ~ I can't believe all of the crap you have to go through!!! THe fact that his "family" are soooo fickle when it comes to visiting him and 2hrs a week is too much yet they want to keep him????

It's compltley messed up that they are even in the running to still possibly get him .. ABSOLUTLEY INSANE.

Girl I so hope you get to keep YOUR little boy ~ he's meant to be yours not theirs.

**indigoV51** · 01-27-2004, 02:01 AM

I hope we get to keep him too. It is SO stressful! I can't do this again. My son wants three sisters so the Goddess needs to help us out! We are probably going to adopt our next child whose parents have already signed off rights next time. Most likely it will be a 2-3 year old, which comes with its own set of problems!

**saramae** · 01-27-2004, 06:28 PM

I am sorry, I posted in the wrong spot, sorry.. I just wanted to say I am praying for you and hope to god you get this little boy.. You sure deserve him..

**indigoV51** · 01-27-2004, 07:24 PM

Thanks. It is nice to get support. Sometimes we feel so alone because the social workers always make it a point of telling us that their job is to try to keep kids in the home. We want to love him and keep him safe with us since we aren't screwed up!