I?m fed up with all this

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I?m fed up with all this

I?m fed up with all this
Hi everybody!!!
I?m new to this board and I want to share my story.
I?m in despair now!
I don?t have children at all and most of all I strived for is becoming a mother. I want to feel what is it to be a mother, to have child, take care of him and know that somebody in this world needs you very much. I guess it?s pleasant feeling ?
I wanted to adopt a child. I?m from Germany and wanted to adopt a child from Russia. Due to my problems with health I can?t carry out a child myself so the only two options for me are adoption or surrogacy. I was totally against the surrogacy so I decided to adopt. I was in queue for 3 years?I gathered all the documents?I even can show you the photo of my boy?.
here is his photo ion official site ????????? ???????? ??????? - ??????????? ? ??????
And what now? the forbidden foreigners to adopt their children and the three years of torture ended with no result.
I?m in despair!
My friend also had problems with health and she took part in surrogacy program in one clinic. She said that I?m stupid and should try also this program but I didn?t want to?but now I think she was right then. Her baby is more than a year now and I have nothing.
So now I also want to try this clinic. She says that it nice. Now I?m waiting for arranging the date of arriving?