So, out of nowhere I started bleeding yesterday morning. It was enough to soak my panties and my jeans. I didn't freak, I just went and put a pad on and then sat on the couch the rest of the day. A good friend brought over mac and cheese for my 4 little ones for lunch and also brought over ham and green beans in a crockpot for us for supper. So, so, sweet! The bleeding did stop gushing about 4ish, but there was still blood when I wiped.
Today thus far it has just been brown blood, like the color you have at the very end of your period. It's been enough that I need a pantiliner, but that's it. I talked to my midwife who fit me in to come today at 4:15. We'll look to see if we can hear a heartbeat and schedule an ultrasound.
I've never bled with any of my other children before. I'm remaining calm, whatever's going to happen is in the Lord's hands. He gives and he takes away, yet my heart will choose to say, blessed be the name of the Lord!