I need to talk to others who'll understand.
So twice this week (a couple of days ago at night and this morning) I wiped and had saw brown mucus. I know I know brown is not a bad sign, it's not red but it still doesn't make me happy. I tell dh and he freaks and I tell him that it's not red so it should be fine and he tells me not to freak him out (ya lets not freak the man out haha). This pg I haven't had any red/brown blood (and after having a previous m/c I check everytime haha)
Anyway I'm not stressed (ok maybe a tiny but I know it's just me being a worry wort). I'm sure I've felt baby movements although nothing that's 100% kicks and of course nothing much today. I just wish s/he would make me feel better and give me some for sure kicks.