I've started bleeding. It's dark, dark red. There was a small blob in my underwear late last night. I put a pad on, and besides a small strip of blood in the pad, its not soaked, but when I sit on the toilet or wipe, more blood comes out. Not a lot, not bright red... but I'm just so certain I'm losing this baby. I NEVER had any of these problems with DS. I never had spotting after sex. I even had a pap smear and not even a drop of pink blood afterward. I've done nothing that could have caused this.
I don't have a doctor. I was scheduled to see my midwife today at 2pm. IT's an hour and 20 minute drive. If I've miscarried, I don't want to waste the gas.
I really, really, really dislike the doctors at the local hospital. But I just want to know if there's a heartbeat or not before I drive an hour and 20 minutes. I'm only 6w 5d, so either way I'd not likley hear it on a fetal doppler, so the midwife really couldn't help me today. And if I go in to the hospital, I'd have to go in alone, because I wouldn't want DS to have to be dragged along to the hospital, and I DON'T want to go to the hospital alone.
I don't know what to do.