I am soooo sorry I've been MIA!!! Long story short the last 10 weeks have been hell. The day Holden was born I lost my job and have been spending ALL free time applying for jobs (I had an interview last week so my fingers are crossed). Then Holden had some BFing issues where he wouldn't stay awake long enough to eat as much as he needed plus high Bili levels which resulted in countless doctors appointments. He is finally gaining weight but is still only 9lb 11oz...we are now going in weekly for weight checks. I think life has finally slowed down (as much as it can with 3 kids age 3 and under) so I hope to be back on MUCH more often.
PS I will post pictures soon.