I am so sad to go back to work tomorrow. I know he will be fine, I am just going to miss him so much. My first week back will only be 28 hours and my 2nd week will be 32 hours. I am really scared that my bosses will still expect the same from me. I am coming back at a busy time and I know everyone there has been pulling long hours. I used to work 60 hour weeks regularly and that is just not going to happen anymore and I just wonder how that will go down. I also know pumping will be a struggle, since in the past I went to most of the client meetings. I am just not ready to supplement with formula yet.
About the only thing I can get excited about is the fact I will be getting money again and tomorrow we will have a world renowned architecture firm visiting our office. But otherwise, back to the grind.
I sing the song "make new friends" to Henry everyday and now I can't even make it through that song without crying. So yeah I am a mess. Gonna have to get my crying out tonight so Henry doesn't see me upset tomorrow.