So, for the last...week or so, I can't sleep at all. I'm tired and I go to bed and everything jumps into my mind about what I have to do the next day (which is usually pretty trivial stuff, like dishes and laundry) and then I start thinking about going back to work and how the girl is going to be that's keeping Julie and etc. Every night. Both of my dogs are sick...and have long toenails and I have hardwood floors so they've been pacing back and forth. If I keep them in the bedroom, I wake up to left over surprises and if I keep them outside, the incessant walking back and forth to the bedroom door wakes the baby up. Then, once everything gets quiet, it's like I'm on super alert waiting for Julie to wake up. She's right across the hall from me, I always hear her, but it's almost like I'm waiting - tense - for her to wake up. So even though she's asleep, I'm not and it's driving me crazy! I get sleep from like 4-7 in the morning and I think that's just because my brain finally shuts off.
I don't understand why all the sudden I'm waiting so alert for her to cry.