Here's a small detail that I can't get out of my head. When you have your baby, how soon until your other child/children can come in to see you? Now, I defininitely DON'T want my almost 5 year old watching a baby come out of my nether regions, but I feel like as soon as me and the baby are cleaned up I'm going to want my family together.
I think I'm just feeling sad in general that he'll be so seperated for everything going in the hospital. We're very close and he's very attached to me and I know I'm going to miss him while I'm there, but I also know a hospital room is no place for an almost 5 year old to spend his entire day. Hopefully, if I get my VBAC, I'll be in and out quickly so it won't be that big of a deal. I just feel like getting a baby sister is a big moment for him too and I want him to be able to be involved. OK, I can feel myself rambling.