Big ultrasound is tomorrow and I'm excited but I'm really nervous too. Once you get the gender, it becomes so much more real. It's going by so fast and as much as I want this baby, I'm like, OMG! I am so not ready for another baby!! Right now, it's still this surreal abstract concept of "baby coming" but tomorrow, they're be a gender and probably a name and HOLY CRAP, I'M HAVING A SECOND KID. Ok, going to go breathe into a paper bag now!!