I kind of feel stupid and ironic for posting this but it's really bothering me. Lately I have been constantly getting upset and depressed about my weight. I know I am pregnant and I am carrying another life inside of me. So with that it is normal to gain weight i would think. But I feel like I am gaining more weight than I should. My hubby says Im fine but I think he is just saying that to be nice. The doctor says I am fine and that they will tell me when they are worried. There is 2 pound difference between the scale at home and the one at the doctor office. The doctors have me at my first appointment (7weeks and 1 day) at 167 pounds. which would be 165 on our scale at home. But I know before I was pregnant I was starting at 163. So I don't' understand why they have me at 167 for my starting weight. But last Thursday I went to the doctor and I am at 188 pounds. I gained 4 pounds in the last two weeks. I feel quite ashamed. I'm almost at 30 pounds for total weight gain and I still have 9 weeks and 1 day to go. If I keep going the way I am then I don't know what to think. I mean I feel so confused because I eat healthy stuff. Every now and then ,ill have some cake but overall I eat pretty well and yes i eat candy a lot but not so much to where I'm gaining weight each week. I exercise at least 6 days a week for at least 30 minutes. This past week I only worked out 5 days for 30 minutes since my hubby was working over time.
I know I probably shouldn't be obsessing about this so much but I have extreme OCD and weight issues. This has really been bothering me and I'm just really upset about it and I feel depressed and stress about this constantly.