So.. it's Tuesday. I haven't had any heat since Thursday. The landlord sent me an email that said his insurance adjuster will be here Friday. FRIDAY!! Do these people not give a crap that I have a COLD HOUSE? I guess I should be grateful I don't live farther north. I worry about my dogs...although it never drops below 55 in the house, even overnight. I don't leave the space heaters on while I'm gone because I worry about starting a fire (it's ALWAYS the space heater starting it on TV!!).
DH is super pissed and keeps snapping at ME. The landlord doesn't want to deal with Tim because Tim's a butthead and stands up for himself while I just take whatever the landlord says. So, he emails ME and he calls ME and then when I refer the news back to Tim, he gets pissed. It's not like I can do anything to speed up this process! I told Tim today on his lunch that he needs to stop being mean to me because I didn't do it. He said he wasn't being mean to me and then we got off the phone shortly after and IM THE ONE that feels like crap after that convo and I TEXT HIM and tell him sorry, even though HES THE ONE being short with me.
The landlord said he has to hire someone to clean up the back yard because ...ya know, it's full of a huge tree. Tim said he'd charge 250.00 and the landlord said he'd ask the neighbor how much he would charge. But Tim also wants to take the rest of the tree down which I think is just asking for trouble. The tree is still VERY tall and could damage my house or the house next to it if it comes down wrong. So I didn't bother telling the landlord that Tim said he'd take the tree down (for another 250.00 dollars).
I keep snapping at everyone at work, I'm always in a bad mood OR crying. I'm never happy, never just "okay". Everyone keeps telling me it's just because I'm pregnant, but I don't see my mood in everyone else. No one is is crying at the drop of a hat. Last night, DH had his arm around my stomach and baby girl was kicking it. I said, "She's trying to kick you." He said, "What?" (He was watching tv) and I repeated myself then BUSTED INTO TEARS. What the freak is wrong with me? Then, when I get done crying I apologize because not only am I super emotional but I'm seriously afraid that he's going to leave me. I've been worried before - about cheating or whatnot (just in general, not because he was being suspicious) but I am like...terrified he's gonna leave. Where did THAT come from?
We got all this stuff from the baby shower and it got put away in the spare bedroom. DH doesn't want to put anything together because it's just going to sit there and gather dust until the baby gets here. But, he's been working 7 days a week and I'm too tired to do anything like that..I think I'd rather go ahead and do it then wait.
So, to sum it up - I'm an emotional WRECK. DH is being pissy. My landlord is dragging his butt about getting my heat fixed. OOOOHHHHH ANDDDDD DH's dog went to the vet on Monday. Guess what? The dog got diagnosed with DEMENTIA. Awesome. Let's definitely have a dog with an out of whack brain and feelings near my NEW BABY.