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**Tiffany**'s picture
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Thought I'd say hi!

If I get a BFP next week my edd will be April 1st or right around there. I'm crossing everything that happens and if so I will straddle both boards. I will deliver by 39 wks bc of my high bp so technically the baby will be born in March but developmentally I will be more on par here. I was just pg a few month ago and we lost our son Noah at 14 wks ( if you didn't already know) so I am super nervous about getting pg and then staying that way. We have had 2 early losses as well though those were many years ago. Baby dust and GL to everyone here! I will be testing towards the end of next week and can use all the good vibes and prayers you can spare!!

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Sending good vibes and positive thoughts and baby dust and sticky vibes and everything else that I can your way! I really hope this will be it for you sweetie. It's so hard to go through a loss and get back in to TTC again and it seems to me the only merciful thing is for that TTC round to be very short. FX that it will be and that you'll get your BFP very soon!

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I'm really hoping you aren't out Leah. But if you are then I will cross everything that you get pg this next cycle. I agree this is a tough road to follow. I don't wish it on anyone. At least I have been in better control of my emotions/stress this cycle.

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I took another test this morning just because if I am by some miracle I want to know since I stopped the progesterone but it was a BFN. I'm 14DPO today so I highly doubt I could be at this point. I'm okay with it though. I'm just ready for AF to go ahead and show her face so I can start tackle next cycle. I think one of our problems is BD'ing too early. Lol. It's difficult to keep up for like a week. I was concerned I'd O early so we started early just in case. I O'd same as always though so I don't think we'll have to wory about that. I'm going to do OPKs too just to help us nail it down a little better. I'm going to continue meditating and trying to stay calm. I think it'll be much easier without the progesterone...this version at least. I was doing the vaginal gel. I don't know what they'll want to do next but I'll try anything but that. Lol.

I'm keeping everything crossed for you that this one is it for you sweetie! When are you planning to test?

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:goodluck: Tiffany

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Hello and good luck:)

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Hi Tiffany,
I am so sorry for your loss. It is really unimaginable to have to endure the loss of your son at 14 weeks. Lots of prayers that you get your BFP soon, and deliver a happy, healthy and term baby in March/April!!!!

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IDK why I said I was testing next week in my OP. Like I'd be able to hold out that long lol. I am 9 dpo today and wasn't too tempted to test. Maybe tomorrow or Friday I won't hold out past then for sure. Trying to limit my amt of BFNs if it comes to that. I'm having some symptoms but nothing truly convincing. My BBs hurt, lower back too, I'm tired (but when am I not lol w/ my anxiety and insomnia), and I have light cramping but that could be anything, I think I am pering more too but that might be in my head. No nausea and that's usually one of my first symptoms.