Hi everyone! My name is Lydia, mommy to my 1/2011 DS E who came in Dec 2010 that I call my miracle. I have had endometriosis since I was 15, had a blighted ovum in 2003 then 1 ovary & tube removed in 2007 followed by 2 m/c before the birth of DS #1. I developed HELLP during my pregnancy so to say I am a bit scared is an understatement! I got my BFP today after being 11 days late but in complete denial. I am cautiously optimistic about this since I want to enjoy it in the most normal way (something I didn't do the last time) since I know if this baby sticks it will be my last. I have an appt Tues to take a look & do blood work, my amazing OB will monitor mu very close as he did last time. I was a member here with my Jan 2011 baby and am still friends with the amazing mommies I met then. I look forward to getting to know you all!