I'm posting from my phone which is not super easy for lengthy posts so I will try to give you the nutshell version. First, I'm sorry for being MIA but Im still at the Fisher House & the computer service/access sucks to say the least. Anthony was released Sat night and has been here with me. It's been challenging to have him & still be in the NICU with her all day so I only make it to 2-3 feedings. I feed him & get him situated then feed her. He's a good baby but I hate to leave him in the stroller too long. I have had several meltdowns lol just feeling guilty that all my kids are spread out & I feel I have to choose between my children. But I'm working through it. Us mothers, we do what we have to for our children I love them so much!! On top of all this, the girls start school this week & my dog is sick- my.mom took him in for me, he needs 2 separate surgeries which will run close to $3,000! But at least things are looking a little better with DH & I. It's been rough. Anyway, time to wrap it up. Anthonys fussing....time to eat! I want to thank you all for being understanding & sending great thoughts & prayers my way!!