Knock on wood....while I still have some MS here and there, it has subsided some and I at least feel its not controlling my life. I was HONESTLY so miserable.... I ama big baby when it comes to being sick and I hate feeling incapacitated - which is pretty much how I felt. Then also, I was having some issues at work... well I just took on a whole new attitude about my command and I know its wrong off one person, but in my eyes this person represents the command and the whole situation just pissed me off... in a nutshell one of the individuals (male) high in my chain of command, decided to have a talk with me about my pregnancy... asking what it a surprise? How long do they give you all off now a days (uh you know the instruction!)? What are your restrictions? How is this going to affect your career? How many is this for you now? Three or Four?? I was trying to be respectful and pleasant as possible..... but the way he came at me - you would have thought it was his baby?! I was SO P***** OFF.... He is 40 years old with no kids, so he understands nothing. It just puts me in a whole difference place now when it comes to my job. On a more positive note, I took the kids out yesterday for the first in a while - I scheduled a play date for my youngest one - I have a friend who has 2 girls, 4 and 5 and she lives an hour away but I thought it'd be nice - the kids played, we talked... my oldest one who is 16 even chatted with us and then we all went to lunch and called it a day. So anyway, I am still here - still exhausted LOL Still frustrated some days... but overall doing better And even though I havent always been posting, I still peek in to make sure everyone is doing well Thanks for listening!!