Kind of having a bit of a down-and-out day... I was on the April board before and still check in often to see how the other ladies have been doing, seeing their tickers made me realize that I would have been 20 weeks today. I feel like I've put a lot of pressure on myself this cycle and have probably created a lot of unnecessary TTC related stresses because I feel so desperate to conceive again since my m/c in September.
Our timing was pretty good this cycle despite DH being inconveniently out of town, so I'm just hoping that the next week passes quickly so I can have a real answer instead of trying to compare how I feel now vs. how I felt when I got pregnant the first time.
As badly as I want to get pregnant ASAP, I'm also terrified that something will go wrong again. I hate to be such a downer, but I needed to vent! I'm hoping to check in here more and hopefully I'll get to stay and get to know you all better!