So this being my 5th child you would think that I would be used to all the stuff that comes with it, but sadly I am having a hard time this go around. I have c-sections and this will be my 4th one and I am freaking out about the pain. I can remember it all so vividly. Not the recovery pain but the whole part where they stick an iv in my wrist, that hurt a lot and they had to do it in both wrists because they couldn't get it in the first time. Also the pain of the spinal and the big needle going in my back. Man did that hurt last time.
Crazy thing is when I had my 2 c-sections back to back, literally less then a year apart I wasn't as nervous or afraid as I am now. Uhg.. This is going to be insane.. Hopefully I deal with it better when I get closer to the due date and after I talk to my c-section doctor.
Anyone else more afraid or apprehensive about their labor or c-section or giving birth... I can't be alone.