I know I lurk more than anything at the moment...need to update my phone as it hates this site for some reason...and I am just lazy!
Seriously....does pregnancy get any easier?
All I want to do is enjoy it and yet...its all negatives...besides seeing my bump grow and feeling sea sickness movements and seeing him at the scans...he is cute....I love reading to him at night.
But..it has been one thing after another....all my ailments have worsened 10 fold..I am on so much medication I rattle when I walk...no orifice is safe from having having something jammed up it or in it!!
The most stressful thing at the moment is that I have been bleeding for a week.
I ended up at the maternity assesment ward both Easter Sunday and Good Monday..which was hard...especially if any of you know my story and I found out that I had a missed miscarriage 2 years in a row at Easter...so panic was occuring!!
As it turns out my cervix is closed there is no blood there and my sons heart beat is beautiful....so why the blood!!!???
They are weaning off the cyclogest..only have 2 more to take and then thats one orifice thats free....but is the bleeding from the pessaries irratating my walls...and are the fragmin shots making the bleeding worse.
All I want is an answer as to why I am bleeding so I can relax..other than being told..its fine don't worry!!!!
Plus I have Gestational diabetes...found at about 16 weeks...and I am rubbish at finding decent food..so I am basically living off humous and carrots...so much is limited as I have ulcerative colitis too...which means I got into trouble at the diabetes clinic on Tuesday for loosing half a stone...arghhhh!!!!!!
Just give me a sugar and carb free macdonalds please!!!!! LOL
We have come such a long way and my son is the most precious thing to me...already I would do anything to protect him...I just don't know what to do now!!!
anyone else suffering with a bit of bleeding...or having a hard time of it.
I feel awful that I am not loving being pregnant....I feel that I should be lapping up every minute...and feel almost ungrateful.
I know its going to be worth it in the end...but...I swear..I am more drugs than human!!! LOL