Well...I decided to start this journal to write about Ryan. I hope someday I will print this and put it somewhere for him to have someday Ryan just turned 1 year old on September 11, 2002. His birth was rough for me!!! He was a little early because I was hit by a drunk driver :x :roll: That put me in labor! I pushed for a good deal of time and had to have the forceps and vacuum...neither did anything so I finally had a C-Section after 3 hours of pushing!! BIG baby!! He was 10lbs 3oz...he is still big!!! Last we checked he weighed about 20 lbs!! Ryan doesnt walk or crawl yet...he will wave bye bye if he feels like it which isnt often. He loves to be held and played with. He loves music and mirrors. He hates it when you leave him alone and he screams ALOT...he screams when he is happy or mad. He screams when he wants you to share something with him like food. He is my lil blue eyed blondie!!! I love Ryan more than anything in this world. Ryan James will be a big brother in May...I dont know how he will like that though!