It is pretty normal for the bleeding to stop and then start up again as long as it is not a lot then usually it is not a worry.
The sharp pains sound like what I had with my c-section. I swear I felt like I was ripping in half for months, every time I would sit up.
Certainly can't hurt to call and talk to someone though if you are worried.
Ainsley and Brayden 3-26-03
I can't believe it... if someone had told me three years ago, that I would have all that I have now I would have laughed at them...
I never had a lot of dreams before...well wait that's not true, I had dreams but I never believed dreams could come true. Three years ago I was in a relationship with a man I thought I loved...but in all reality I didn't know what love was. We had a lot of good times but because of me we had some really tough times...and because of him we had some down times... eh... it takes two to make or break it... anyway... I let myself get depressed...and co-Dependant on him... and I got content, and I stayed because (once I look back at it all now) ... I wanted to be loved, and I didn't want to be alone and I wanted stability... had a married this man, I won't say I wouldn't have been happy cause I would have been...we had a lot of happy times, but I don't think it would have lasted... I did a lot of mean things to him and I felt that he did some mean things to me too...ah we wont get into that... but the point is, I was obviously ready to leave, and end it for good, but I didn't know how to let go. How can you let go of someone you have been with for sooo long? How can you just give up? I broke it off with him off and on so many times Dragging me and him through emotional mudslides... till I found an easy way out... and I am not proud of it, but I replaced him... shouldn't have done that right? That's what I thought when I did it... how messed up it was... sigh... but like I said, if someone had told me then what I was missing... I would have laughed at them... I'm not saying my ex is a terrible guy we just didn't have everything worked out together and so it failed... maybe it was all my fault, maybe I got bored, maybe I got hurt or ignored, maybe it was just meant to happen this way...
Cause now he's with a nice girl, she's all over his myspace page and he is smiling so I know he is happy, thank God. I never wanted him to be unhappy. And here I am, I'm married to a wonderful man that I wouldn't trade for anyone!! Plus I'm blessed with a daughter! And I have a relationship with God so deep that I have never had before... but the best part is...
I believe in dreams again!! I know that I can have or be anything I want as long as I do it with God by my side, I can be happy, I can have nice things, I can be loved, adored, respected, listened to, ... I can be a director.
Right now I'm the volunteer Children's Ministry Theatre Director at my church... and it feeds my ambitions. I want to be a hollywood director. I always wanted someone to say, "Oh we have to see that movie, Stephanie directed it" You know how people say "Oh we have to see that movie cause Stephen Spielberg directed it" lol
I have dreams again and I know I can achieve them... and I am happy!
Gosh and here it is, I am about to be married for one year!! This Monday Aug 27th is our one year anniversary!! I'm so excited, and Brandon got me a new wedding set, and he got a new ring too! Plus not to mention God gave us Averi just 2 weeks ago! So she's kind of like an early wedding gift from God lol!!!
Sorry this is so long but I'm just reflecting on my past, and after seeing who I was (not very nice and not very Christian) and seeing who I am... I am happy with how my life has gone and I wouldn't change one thing because it all led me here. Its not over yet though.... one day you may see a low budget film with my name on it...lol, then you'll start seeing high budget films with my name on them...lol...
It just takes time. On a long enough time line we will all be happy, we will all have everything we want and we will all be loved. It just takes time and patience. As hard as it is to wait for the blessing, it will come...
K, I'm done...I'm just in a happy and goofy mood
i went to the doc about the bleeding, she gave me antibiotics cause my uterus is infected but she said its not bad ... but still OMG... yikes is all I can say... I have to take the antibiotics for 7 days, hopefully they clear everything up. Doc said the antibiotics are safe while BFing so .... yeah...
You know I made a reply post on the Aug 07 board about BB and PPD, I was telling her I am worried I will get PPD... but after reading my post over here again... I just don't see myself getting PPD... I am having soo many more up moments than down times.... I can't believe how happy I am to be a mom
Thanks for all y'alls comments about how beautiful my sweet Averi is. Thanks to everyone who is reading this lodge. I enjoy and need the support
Hope everyone else is having good babymoon's too
LOL, this may be a strange thing to be "happy" about but here goes. My little Averi was born pretty much WHITE, I am a very white woman but DH is so very dark so we expected a cream complexion between the two of us but she was born white lol.. not a problem at all. She is perfect and beautiful and loved so deeply... but I have been noticing that she is getting darker. I compared some birth pix to now pix and she is a lot darker... I was majorly confused lol. But after asking some friends, apparently mixed babies sometimes have to "brown"
It's amazing how much she changes each day. Getting fatter, longer, and more brown
Well anyway, its just another small milestone for us, I can't explain why this makes me happy because I do not know, guess I'm just a proud mama...
Here are the pix to compare